the glory and the fall

i almost let it all go, i almost saw our end.
i played it out in my head and hated it
but i seemed plausible and almost necessary.
i'm in a whack mood
so this page and those associated with it should be read with that
disclaimer in mind.
i really hope you are willing to try and talk.
cause i'm not into being together and not talking.

this pain is causing me to think
this pain is causing me to wish
i was someone who knew the answers
to his own questions.

this ride is causing the pain
and this tear stained face is all i
have to show for patience and loyalty

keep your promises, keep your words
for someone foolish enough to believe them.
get back to me, i'm waiting on you
but time doesn't exempt me cause i tell
it i'm standing around for a call.

i'll hold up in my brain and
not talk. if i look out i see too
much and get excited. i'll join the trees
in finding roots and taking place.

i don't want this life. i want one that counts.
Holy Spirit lets do something
i'm calling me out. i don't want
(square) anymore.

-Lnk-

the sun has set you free

hosanna hosanna
hosanna in the highest

heal my heart and make it clean, open up my eyes to the things unseen. show me how to love like you have loved me. break my heart for what is yours. everything I am for your kingdom's cause. as I walk from earth into eternity

i found my new favorite vocalist: Christy Nockels. her voice is amazing. simply stunning. the way she sings just makes any song come alive.

we are free
we are free
the son has set you free

drop your chains
sons and daughters
come run in liberty


You're the God of this city
You're the King of these people
You're the Lord of the nations
You are

You're the light in this darkness
You're the hope to the hopeless
You're the peace to the restless
You are

there is no one like our God

for greater things are yet to come
greater things are still to be done in this city.

i'm sure i'll think of some more stuff tomorrow on the ride back.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
the story of God is everywhere
the sun defeats the darkness and ushers in a new day.

Jesus conquered the world by being in time and out of it at the same time.
He claimed His victory before He had in our time, but since exists out of time He saw that He had already won.
He was transcedent because He is part of the Trinity. God, the Son and the Holy Spirit. 3 in 1 yet seperate entities entirely. So if God exists out of time and God and Jesus are the same, and Jesus was here on Earth, then He was living in our time, but existing outside of time.

If what Christ said was true, that He was sending His spirit down to dwell in us then we have God in us. then we are transcedent. we were with Him "before the foundations of the earth."
we were "crucified with Christ." i know there is a verse saying something along the lines of we were raised from the dead with Him.

we were with Him before the beginning, in Christ's death and resurrection.

craziness

well i'm going to retire to watching the Office.

.268.

-Lnk-

this is the war

memories so far from passion '08 so i don't forget.

Jesus = transcendent
Us = transcendent because He is in us

Holy Spirit = when Jesus left (ascended) to Heaven He said He would send the His spirit(counselor) after He left. the same spirit that brought Him (Jesus) back from the dead is in us. is in US. we are temple's.

the Bible isn't about us. it isn't about us getting a place in Heaven, it isn't about US, me you group. it is about God.

our life is a match that we can let burn out or we can place that match up into the already burning flame of Christ and give our lives to something more than ourselves.

James 5:17 " Elijah was a man like us." (not word for word, just how I remember it)

if Elijah was like us than what am i doing?

so far that's all i got. i'll have more tonight

.miss.

-Lnk-

T.G.O.I.A

spent time with a friend and his family. it was good.
we took a drive around and really didn't go anywhere,
just ate some 7/11 cookies and had a slurpee.

borrowed the new Passion cd and i'm uber excited to leave thursday for Atlanta.
miss that stuff.
wish you were coming baby.

~~~~~~~~~~~
When you close your eyes even your eyelids are beautiful
for so long there have been traces of you in blood vessels inside my skull
that coarse you eagerly through me into my hands that reach for you
I love you and I always will
it's all so sweetly beautifully true
and time just makes you so much more wonderful
swimming in the ocean that's drifting in your eyes
I'm walking on a fine line of elation and joy to see the eyes of you

The things are surfacing since years and years ago
leaving me to wonder off in search of all I know

Porcelain skin and the dizzying smile the eyes holding forever blue
just know that I'm in love with you
know that I'm in love with you

So hold me now as I'm holding you
and treasure what we know is true
on my own would never really be alone
unless it's without you

And we go on against scrapes and sores
we break the doors
we will be together
you will lift my heart and move my soul
for all that I am and all that we are
they won't pick apart the truth to spread the lies inside of it disabling
and rendering the truth under it's opposite

Remember me I'm yours today
and if you will come to me and if you stay
I'll offer all I have and sacrifice myself to cherish you
the wind is getting colder and the years are getting older
I won't ever know the feeling of giving up on you
oh beautiful and fair and amazingly true
my heart my eyes and everything is a sentiment to you
created in the image of love that's everlasting
and I draw her out in the future I'd been mapping

Across the sea beyond the sky
even after we lay down to die
I'll love you forever and I'll love you again
I'll love you after every single thing ends

.Life, Kisses And Other Wasted Efforts.

-Lnk-

time will tell/ July 28th

you can only run with the dogs before people start calling you a mutt,
i spoke tonight about summers ago and now i'm outside looking back in.
apple's rot, banana's turn black, friends move back to where they were,
i can think about working, actually do some, focus on school, focus on a game,
workout, eat better, ride bikes, throw football
but if you roll in the mud with the pigs, you'll eventually start rooting around for food

~~~~~~~~~~

showbread - And The Smokers And Children Shall Be Cast Down

Under a light in Bethlehem I was sifting through the sand,
The saline burned my eyes, I was looking for your hand,
I gave up on myself, and left this pride disarmed,
I cried out “I’m alone!�? and found myself in your arms

Rest in me oh my love,
I have loved you before the world began,
Rest in me oh my love,
You will never to wander too far to reach my hand,
Did they not murder you?
Did they not see you die?
Hanging on a tree as the life had left your eyes,
Did we not torture you?
Smiling as you died,
Or is it that you killed death itself, and now you are alive?
~~~~~~~~~~

i can't find a speck in me worth saving, when you find love chase it
follow it till the ends of the earth or until your heart falls off the edge
whats life for if you don't risk, not the board game RISK, i stink at that game
~~~~~~~~~~

i'm sorry i killed you, it was so easy
just place my hand down and end everything you've done.
what if someone smacked me down, ended my life and loves
i'm sorry you no longer exist, i wish i could take it back

.july 28th-vampire day sukka's.

-Lnk-

girls-boys

Girls



















Boys

no walls

win the war and get our troops out
secure our borders
explore our alternate energy resources
cut taxes (for the poor)
help our poor get off the streets

find my candidate, no party lines
no red, no blue
just one candidate that makes sense

you are saying that you are out to unite the races,
you are propagating division by being causing division amongst your own party mates and amongst republicans
and you republicans aren't without fault
promising so much but only doing what everyone around you tells you to do

who said we need 2 parties that control everything,
why do they have to disagree on everything
this is hurting us

one candidate, thats all

.no walls.

-Lnk-