i didn't even know

that this was so tedious.
that time went so quickly.
that i would be affected this much.
that this sucks sooooo much.

goodness, this is just down right ridiculous.
i starting to really hate things.
the drive isn't what i detest
its what happens after i get out of the car.

i don't even want to put it down
but i want to remember how far i've come.

.rabblerabble.

-Lnk-

gorgeousity

what are you dreaming of?
what makes you so comfortable around me?
you are so peaceful as you drift off into sleep.
i'm encompassed by your beauty
and can't explain what you do to me.

but i love it.

i'm putting this down to try and capture this moment
cause forgetting it would be a crime.

.i'llkeepyouwarm.

-Lnk-

school is my cage

i'm back at FIU.
i miss haiti.
there is too much here to distract me.
but i'm making the best of it.

got to watch shawshank last night.
definitely one of my top five movies.
i'm sucking the bandwidth dry hahaha

i have no truck.
sherman is in the shop
but hopefully i'll have him back by today.
i do miss my vehicle.

goodness people here are so into there appearance.

in my first class my teacher wanted me to talk about haiti.
so i did.
was working my way into talking about God and that Jesus being the main reason i went.
but he wouldn't stop talking.....
oh well.
i'm hoping they gathered that when i said i went with my parents church.

well i'm off to drown myself in youtube videos and wait to go eat.

peace

.37927.

-Lnk-

this class

is so stupid.
i've been surfing icanhascheezburger.com
all day.

things have been looking up.
things aren't easier or getting better
but i've been talking to God consistently
and really feel Him moving through my actions.
my truck is crapping out, school is becoming overwhelming,
funds are tight, and i'm not sleeping enough
but God is good.

a verse i read yesterday really helped me.
1 peter 1:3-9
beautifully beautiful
really helped me last night.
i almost lost it at church
felt the tears waiting to come out.
choked them down and got through everything.

i'm looking forward to eating and listening to hank hannegraff's podcast.

had someone talk to me today. out of nowhere
that was nice.

and she is beautiful. so cute last night
and she fell asleep.......hahaha
like she always does.

.bser.

-Lnk-

ncaa and the jacuzzi

this weekend has been awesome.
had some friends over to play tons of cod.
we actually stayed up mad late
till 4:30am, playing
and got purty dang far.
and the house looked like a nerd central
haha

after 4 hours of sleep i woke up
and turned on college gameday.
then it was the gators dominating troy.
which i watched jacuzzi side
thanks to a quite crafty friend.
diversion maneuvers.
it was awesome.

then i took my lovely lady out to the theatre
and saw 9.
great great film.
but i was and am mad tired.
everything starts returning normal tomorrow
but we still have NFL.....yeah!!!!

oh well now to sleep and an early start to tomorrow.
g'night

.streetfighter2.

-Lnk-

tues night

so i got to play at youth tonight
and i realized how much i missed it.
there are some things that are still weird about it.
but overall i enjoyed it.

did my homework and had to get a new library card
and that was a hassle.
i'm glad i'm starting to see things in the light permanence.
michael spoke tonight and he said something i've always heard
but really made sense tonight.

"today is the day for salvation."

there is no "maybe tomorrow, i'll start reading later, i have no time."
its now or never.

"i have a watch but all it says is "Now""

.blooddrive.

-Lnk-

back again

so my second day of class. not too bad.
my second class is canceled so i have an extended break.
did my first homework assignment
i am mr. anti-procrastinator so far.
figured out how to RSS feed.
purty excited about that.
met a cool kid in my first class
and i'm excited to hopefully get to know him
and build a relationship.

friggin a,
i think every year girls wear less and less clothing
and guys wear tighter and tighter jeans.
girls are going to be naked
and guys are are going to be sterile.

i started running again.
ran around 4 miles in 44 minutes.
going to do it again when i get home.
having me cooped up in these classrooms
forces me to get out and run.

not sure when the cafeteria switches to lunch.
i'm hankering for some food.
oh well
laterzz

.pocho.

-Lnk-