still does

God still works in mysterious ways and tonight is a perfect example.

i just wish sometimes He'd be a little more forthcoming.

i'm starting to hurt again and it's controlling my day.

it starts small and slowly grows with each phone call, thought, word

it builds and builds upon itself until my chest feels psychically weighed down.

i have to make a conscious effort to breathe.

i feel like i'm drowning as this pain fills my lungs.

i've been going to bed a lot earlier than usual and have a hard time getting out of bed.

i'm so poopy.

.poopy.

-Lnk-