i am gomer

tonight, more clearly than any other,
i realize i am gomer.
God has loved me even though i run to other suitors.
He continuously tells me i am loved and that He is all i need.

but i still search for the instant gratification of anything around.

i'm sorry Hosea,
i'm sorry Hosanna......
i'm sorry Father.

forgive me and keep me safe and sane as i sleep.

.................

-Lnk-