God provides

and who am i to doubt Him?

.iamsosmall.

-Lnk-

and it shifts

so today was great. funny how my previous blog makes the world seem grim.
came across a video today
and i still can't believe how hard some people try,
its weird?

i'm not sure how it makes me feel
but i do feel queezy.

oh well, i'm going to bed really early tonight so i'm excited about that.
and i'm getting everything lined up for manana.

and i'm running again.
in some mad fancy shoes
thank you baby :)

.fivepointohhs.

-Lnk-

the harder

the harder i try
the worse it comes.
at least that's the way it seems.

i'm cleaning up
being accountable
trying to be organized
and life just gets heavier and heavier.
when can it be "normal" for just awhile.
some nights/days are better than others.
and some are just harsh.

i'm not complaining.
i couldn't be happier with where i'm at right now.
i'm so blessed to have my jobs
be going to school
awesome friends
great family
a smokin hot girlfriend.

what else could i ask for?

peace......maybe?
patience?

both of those are hefty requests


.ineedtopraymore.

-Lnk-

neuron overload

dock night
it was awesome
too many embers
and not enough Chapelle

but now i'm tired
and have to sleep
in a bed i haven't been frequenting lately
which makes me sad.

it's cold tonight.
hitting 40's
so so so so nice
windows open and i will sleep soundly.

.goodnight.

-Lnk-

grammy's

i don't understand how artists can receive awards (or be nominated for them)
when they aren't even singing.
autotune doesn't mean you are singing.
my dad put it well "i could win an award with autotune."

now the double edge here is that i like autotune.
i like the way it robotizes your voice
and gives it "that sound".
but when every song on your album has you use using it
for the majority of the song
sorry
you aren't an artist.

you are paying producers for beats
and having a computer program pitch bend your voice.
and most of you all don't even write your own lyrics.


booooooooooo

everyone should save up their pennies for "Farewell, Forest"
cause it's going to rock your world

.snakesandraccoons.

-Lnk-