evil dead

got this movie.
i've seen it before but its too good to pass up.
early 80's horror flick.
it still has some parts that make you jump,
but i love the corniness of it.
the mad fake looking zombies,
the sub-par acting.
it all is just fun.

i'm eating parmesan goldfish as well.
just enjoying the night.
by myself.
and my computer screen.
and some sick headphones.

.forcepush.

-Lnk-

dinkin donita

band practice....
kick arse.
just jammed.
it was sweet.
we vibed on something that i wrote.
so much fun.

then we headed to dunkin donuts.
it was a nice establishment.
possibly the nicest D&D's i've seen.

we messed with photo booth,
i've done it before but it was hilarious.
like laugh out loud, clapping, holding your gut.
funny, funny, funny.

then we made like little middle schoolers
and sat in the bed of my truck and watched crud try to kick-flip.
it was fun,
we laughed,
and just enjoyed this shatty SoFla weather.

great night even with my lady gone.

.diminished.

-Lnk-

milk, cream and alcohol

because of this man and this song,
i can sleep tonight



.thanksjohnlee.

-Lnk-

so it was good

JIM PROPOSED!!!

i love the office and i'm so excited that its back.
watched the first episode today.
i was looking forward to it all afternoon.
it picked up right where season 4 left off.
great stuff.
so happy for Jim and Pam.

but my girl is nowhere to be found.
she hasn't returned my calls.
hopefully i'll get to talk to her tonight.

.beermeahigh5.

-Lnk-

i can smell it arriving

fall is making it's way down here.
you can feel it, sense it.
the morning are getting cooler
and the nights are showing up quicker.
it is a welcomed change of pace.

it's funny how the change in weather can change your attitude.

had lunch with my driving buddy and his jazz band friend.
this cat was cool.
he is from Costa Rica.
we discussed student visas,
taxes, dialects and quiznos.
we planned on hanging out tomorrow.
i hope we can.
i get excited when i meet new people.
when we sit down and talk about stuff
besides school.

so i'm excited for manana.
the prospect of new friends
and cool, crisp weather.

.perfecto.

-Lnk-

plane ticket to the sun

i'm going to board the first flight into the star.
maybe if i leave soon enough i can leave everything behind.
the cockpit would melt and so would all that i've done.

"A spaceman. They say I am… a spaceman.
Planets everywhere... my own destiny… I’m floating towards the sun.
The sun of nothing. Floating towards the sun, the sun of nothing. I have become the sun of nothing.
Nothing is here. Memories are not clear.
Floating to the sun… farther away.
I can't believe that’s what it has come to... I never really had it all that bad.
I just looked around and never thought about the blank stares."
-"Sun of Nothing" Between the Buried and Me

-Lnk-

taxi driver

'i ain't square, you're square man."

taxi driver, good movie.
sad movie.
i'm a B-list movie buff.
spending all my time that i would have spent with you,
watching movies.
trying to hit up all the classics.
venturing into the 80's.
sci-fi specifiaclly.

now i just eat chocolate chips out of the bag.
there is no need in coating them in a candy shell.
just eat em.
they are so good.

who needs M&M's?
not me.
i love chocolate.
and i love movies.

movies made of chocolate would be awesome.

de niro is a good actor,
but his expressions stay the same.
the eyebrows
curved lips
the way he breathes out of his nose.
he's good.

well that's all i have for tonight.

.palantine.

-Lnk-

i like destroyed stuff/don't tell me how to work a blender

i have an odd affinity for destroyed stuff,
broken electronics, musical instruments, burned down/abandoned houses.
anything that is worn, old, broken and/or completely decimated.
i find an eerie beauty in these things.
houses that have been left alone,
whether they be in busy cities
or quiet suburbs.
they are quiet beautiful in their brokenness.

next, don't tell me how to run a damn blender!!
i worked one for a whole year,
get back in your room.
AWWWWWWWWW
friggin heck.

thirdly, i love you honey.
know you are loved.
know that i am flawed
and that you are everything that is good in me.

.iloveyou.

-Lnk-

Today is day one

as much as i want to look,
i can't anymore.
i need to fight and want to fight.

i read a friends blog,
she reminded me that it is possible
it is possible to put 2 months between you and your sin.

her and i were supposed to have at night in MIA,
she was tired and my phone was shot.
but tomorrow i will see her and hug her.
she is my encouragment, my older sister.
she's real.
she's the bees knees.

thank you.
you will never know what your words mean to me.

.nobreadorcoke.

-Lnk-

unapologetic and very aggressive
its probably what i need
i've put you on the back burner
unintentionally and now you are hurt

once again i apologize
i offer no excuses
only that i'm sorry
and i'm not a great boyfrien

we did it one year
but year is two is taking an early strain
i just want to make to see you

-Lnk-

hey there baby, why don't we just both give up
hey there baby, promise you'll be what i see when i wake up
i thought maybe you could be my girl
and i might be your guy
we could quit the world's plans for us
and actually learn the art of lying
in a field and enjoying the breeze
needing nothing but the time we have
spending it with you spending it with me
close your eyes
grasp your pillow
i'll be there
under the tree in your dreams
holding our lives at the seams
hoping it all makes some sense
that we were never made for this distance
my heart was never meant to stretch
and now i see why God calls us sinners
cause i am

hey there baby, come home quicker than last years time
hey there baby, i'll be alone until you arrive
nothing will help the pain
not a phone call
not a digital impression
nothing will ease my mind
till your lips are on mine

until you arrive
i'll be the kid in the back of the class
keeping his head down to the desk
hoping that he can just do enough to pass
i'll be the quiet in a room full of people
where you don't feel you belong
or when everyone goes out drinking
i'll be the feeling you feel of alone

"I will. Is it bad or good?"

that's up for you to decide sweet cheeks

.washedmyface.

-Lnk-

share the moon

i wanted to share the moon with you,
the clouds covered parts of it and made it mysterious.
i have my sins and pains to deal with,
but seeing the moon so shady and dark made me feel alright.

we played music to a song a girl wrote.
it was beautiful.
3 guitars, 2 voices, 1 piano.
it was off the cuff,
it was unplanned.
it was perfect.
she sang so perfectly
we played along to her simple chords
we memorized her melody.
it was fun.

without that, tonight would've been a loss.

.should'veputhimincustardy.

-Lnk-

disenfranchised (don't know if that's one word)

so in my stand against bad music,
i have discovered that some bands have stupid members.
should i not listen to their music because the members are mentally deficient?
it stinks to look up an interview vid from a band that you enjoy,
only to hear them just be dumb.

now while i'm not the sharpest tool in the box,
i have other aspirations besides smoking weed and bumping uglies.
i guess its just disappointing to see muscians so stupid in other facets besides music.

someone who i look up to told me i was unique.
i think that is better than being told you are handsome or whatever.
do not misread me.
i don't go out of my way to be different.
i am not who i am cause someone told me to.
basically, i do not have to try to be me.
i am just josh link.

that made me smile.
love me or hate me.
its just josh link.

.foxyshazam.

-Lnk-

again....in class

so blogging again from the same class.
i have this girl sitting in front of me.
she has a ponytail
i can't stop staring at her ponytail.
hair is so weird/cool.

this particular girls hair is dark brown,
on the verge of black.
her ponytail looks so straight.

my hair, when long, gets curly.
DNA man.
its the only reason i'm not the girl i'm speaking about.
cause, my dad met my mom, and did the no-pants dance (gross)
their DNA made me.

weird to think i was once small enough to fit in a belly.
now i'm grown, i'm big now.
and its all because some dioxyribonucleicacids decided that i would be me.

God invented DNA.
He constructed it.
Hold on...... He???
Is God a person,
God is our creator,
i create pictures/music/Lego creatures
but i am not either of them.
i cannot be any of those things

Can a creator create something that is the same as itself?
we are made in His image, we are not minature God's.

we (the human race), have made robots, cloned sheep.
that robot, those sheep cannot comprehend us.
they do not understand us.
sheep recognize us.
they stop if we stand in their way,
they come when called.

i believe, using this line of thinking, that we cannot label God as a He/His.
i recognize God, but i cannot understand God.

therefore i will no longer refer to God with either a He or His
or anything alng those lines.

.toomuchthinkinginclass.

-Lnk-

i have no clue about girls clothes

everyone wants indie, they want 100 percent
but my shirts are only 50/50, i can't afford that much to give.
would you still love me if i don't want to dance,
or i'm not the first to sing.
or my temper gets the best and i get mad at anything.

i'm too jealous for my own good,
don't me tell that i should change.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
lets be cool, lets talk like we know what we're saying.
this show, that club, this shirt, that girl.
skinny till it hurts,
skinny jeans and skinny girls.

to repeat the words of a modern day thinker:
"Now come on everybody let’s make cocaine cool,
We need a few more half naked women up in the pool."

is that all you got,
seriously?!
i need more.
i.
i.
i.

i am so conceited

.butthatmoonisdamnbright.

-Lnk-

my christmas carol

jolly ole saint nicholas, lean your ear this way.
i don't want a present this year, but i have something to say.
you know johnny wants a picture book
and susie wants a doll.
but i want something much much bigger
a house and maybe even a home.
i want mom to kiss me before i sleep
and dad to cut my food up for me
a mother to scold me when i'm bad
and a father to laugh when the mood is to overly sad.
i want presents underneath an evergreen tree
i want more than money can buy, i want someone to love me.

i was left at these doorsteps,
in a damp, wet box.
and held my voice till i was 4,
no one loved me and no one said hi,
so no one deserved my vocal recognition.

bring me a family, with sisters to defend me.
against the evils of life and everything outside this dusty window.
send me someone to say, "Good job, we are proud of you."
send me someone for me to say, " I love you."

.hoptoitredclothedfatso.

-Lnk-

getting edumacated

so i'm putting up this blog while i'm in class.
bored so i'm using the iPhone to its full capabilities.
i can't take these pixels anymore. dammit

i can't take this. there is so much more, but I can't look past what i see.
i just can't do this to myself. this can't happen again. and nothing i do tonight
will asuage this sick feeling in my stomach.

like i've been discovered wrong. i want to go buy a million books
and lock myself in my room. i want to escape my thoughts with other
people giving me thoughts to fill my head with. i'm sick

you would ask "what's wrong?" and i would answer that i'm worried that
i'm yesterdays news. what happened down here disappears as quickly
as the pain appeared.

i've been loosening my vocabulary and trying to work on trust. its all good
when company is around, but walk outside the door, and i can't see you.

all i can say is that i've ruined my days, and my nights are as equally dark. - c.l. Wegmann

-Lnk-

i'm not that selfless

even though you are smiling,
and the faces around you are the same,
i am not that selfless.

you come for awhile,
leave with what i've given to you,
and i'm not that sefless.

it hurts to even see you doing good.
cause i'm giving what i gave to you away.
i'm giving it to an island of which i'm not to fond of.

i want that here,
i want what i gave here.
i'm not that selfless.

.imissyou.

-Lnk-

watchmen

"It is the oldest ironies that are still the most satisfying: man, when preparing for bloody war, will orate loudly and most eloquently in the name of peace. This dichotomy is not an invention of the 20th century, yet it is in this century that the most striking examples of the phenomena have appeared. Never before has man pursued global harmony more vocally while amassing stockpiles of weapons so devastating in their effect. The second world war- we were told-was The War To End Wars. The development of the atomic bomb is the Weapon to End Wars.
And yet wars continue." - Watchmen

this is an excerpt from the graphic novel Watchmen. i heard about this book while asking some friends about the movie that is coming out titled, Watchmen. it is based on this novel. i read some of it and felt obliged to buy it, its just that good. a graphic novel is just a beefed up comic book, but this is some grade-A reading.

the story, or what i've understood it to be so far, is about an fictional American society set in 1985. in this America, regular people have dawned costumes and taken justice in their own hands. it deals with these peoples problems and trials that have arisen because of their choices.

its good. like intriguing, stay up late till you fall asleep reading it good.

different note.

ever since McCain chose Sarah Palin as his running mate, i've been paying attention to politics. i've been purty knowledgeable about whats going on, but when her name was announced, i actually wanted to pay attention.

i watched some of the RNC (republican national convention), wasn't too bad. only thing i didn't like was the commentary in between the speeches. after Mit Romney was done the reporters tore his speech apart and were questioning everything and just jerks. like seriously, if i got on stage and gave a speech about whatever, and when i was done all i heard were people talking about how i was wrong or what they didn't like, i would drag their lazy asses on stage and have them make a speech.

let me sit in your booth and pick apart your views and tell you why you are wrong.

at least wait a day or two.

what also bothers me is that you can get so many different viewpoints on anything varying from news channel to news channel. its sickening.

but that's politics. i just watched the speeches, and flipped the channel. if i liked the speech, i liked it. i didn't want to hear what dude with grey hair and some fancy mike on his head said about it. that was his opinion. i don't shove mine down his throat so show me some courtesy by not throwing yours at me.

Mike Huckabee was good. called Obama's experience into question. i think that is the major downfall to Obama. he's charismatic and can draw a crowd unlike any other politician, but he hasn't really done anything.

now my girl and i were having a discussion about politics and we shared our views on each side, we agreed here.....and disagreed there. once again, her opinion.....and i'm blessed to have a beautiful woman who can actually think for herself.

but all issues aside, i want someone who has experience. who has a record we can look back on. i wouldn't mind Obama going back to the Senate and making some moves. i don't want to vote for a president if i don't know who he is.

he can tell you who he is, but i can tell you that i can do a cartwheel. if you knew me, you'd know i never took gymnastics ever and have never shown any potential that i can perform any stunt remotely close to cartwheel.

Obama says he is going to bring change, but what has he done to show that. nothing. he hasn't been around long enough, i'd like some meat on my potential president's bones. i don't want someone who i'm hoping will be a good leader.

McCain has been through hell and back and has legislation under his belt. now while i might not agree with all the choices he's made, i know he passed laws. that he stands for something. not because he says he does, but because his track record shows this.

now, don't take away that i'm voting for McCain. only when i walk into the booth to vote, will i know for sure who's name i'm going to select.

and please don't assume i'm voting Republican. bump that. i'm going to vote for who i think is most qualified to run our country.

if that candidate happens to be on the Democrat ticket, then i'm voting for him.

i think, i know, these party lines do more to divide our country then anything else.

.damnthatwaslong.....sorry.

-Lnk-

i am gomer

tonight, more clearly than any other,
i realize i am gomer.
God has loved me even though i run to other suitors.
He continuously tells me i am loved and that He is all i need.

but i still search for the instant gratification of anything around.

i'm sorry Hosea,
i'm sorry Hosanna......
i'm sorry Father.

forgive me and keep me safe and sane as i sleep.

.................

-Lnk-