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Sunday, November 30, 2008

laugh please

if you consider yourself as someone who has a sense of humor
visit www.southparkstudios.com
and click on season 12 and watch episode 13
titled Elementary School Musical.
and laugh please.

.singinganddancingstupid.

-Lnk-

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

listening to music that makes listening to music exciting

i think it was what i can't let go,
i think it was me being tired,
i think it was you being tired.

like a puzzle that doesn't fit,
it feels awkward.

i enjoyed the scavenger hunt.
it was fun.

i'm sorry i was off.
you are home and i'm not ready for you.
i'm off my game.
i'm sorry again.

when we hugged it did feel beyond right.
i wish we hugged longer.
and you did kiss me despite my nasty 'stache.

i'm not going to go crazy,
i know that after i sleep,
after my proverbial slate is cleaned,
i will have tomorrow.

.beconsciousfilter.

-Lnk-

Monday, November 24, 2008

good times, great oldies

went to the movies tonight,
hung out with the boys.
haven't had one of those nights in a long time
it was real good
very edifying.

I'm excited to have tomorrow off,
relax at home.
run, read and play a game about running.
sarah comes home tomorrow afternoon,
hoping that we get to hang out.

i love her.
i really do.
i hope she knows that

and now I retire to my cold sheets,
open windows, cool breeze and south park episodes.

i done been crossed over,
see the full court press.

-Lnk-

its been awhile

i haven't blogged on here in a coon's age.
hung out with yessie last night.
just went to applebee's and watched whale wars.
crazy show.

my boi is down from virginia,
we are going to hang out today and tonight.
i'm excited.
i miss him in a manly way.

i'm in a sorry state.
i'm sick, like head cold;
and now my stomach hurts.
i really do hate facebook.
sometimes it sucks.

oh yeah, went to gainesville to watch a UF game.
nice campus,
that is real college life.
the whole city revolves around UF.
the football team owned.
it was a lot of fun and i think i'm being converted,
converted to a gator fan.
well to be converted i think you need to have a prior preference,
to which i never did.
i can't wait to leave for Disney,
to just relax and not think about anything.
it'll be therapeutic.
i've been doing a lot of traveling.

new york three weeks ago,
lake placid two weeks ago,
gainesville last week,
Disney wednesday.

i like it,
like the drive.
the four hours is just far enough to be away,
but not too far that its a long drive.

i need to get running again.
so that's what i will do.

-Lnk-

Saturday, November 15, 2008

i'm shaking

i'm sick
God has shown me what it is to be fragile.

my joints ache.
standing up hurts,
closing my fists burns.

i'm up watching South Park.
i'm shaking.

i'm wearing shoes,
long socks,
long shorts,
shirt,
hoodie,
and hat

and my hands are freezing.

tonight i will sweat profusely.

i am fragile.

thank you God for showing me how weak i am.

i will shake tonight,
till i fall asleep.
but i have no control over it.
i am a weak vessel.

and God still loves this shaking boy.
my face is hot.

i laughed and my stomach hurt.

thank you Lord for pain,
thank you that i realize i'm just skin barely hanging onto bones.

in my pain i'm thinking,
i guess my brain isn't fried.
that's good.

Sarah.......
you are beautiful.
thank you.

ps a temporary cure for whatever ails you
is any bond movie,
preferably the newest one.

.goodnight.

-Lnk-

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

kick it uncle sam

i just realized something.
politics don't exist outside.
like outside my house.
in the open air,
there are no politics.
sure there is order,
but no politica

that is where i will spend tonight.
not glued to a tv seeing which precinct did what,
i'm not escaping reality.
i'm instead enjoying what God made and enjoying life free from news shows,
from correspondents in the field,
from red and blue maps of our country.

and i'll smoke.
and i'll finish watching Hellraiser.
weird movie.
weird world we've created to keep us busy from enjoying the world God created.

.herestostarsandthebreeze.

-Lnk-

Saturday, November 1, 2008

so yes....i exploded

today was crazy, like unorganized-organized show.
i'm tired and cranky.
i blew up on texting.....
but that's me.

the good, the bad, the vulgar.

i forgot who i was
and who is in control.
God holds the entire universe.
dude, he friggin' made it.

i'm so dumb for most of my entire life.
i think i can get away with what i want,
i think that i'm special and no one is dealing with distance from God.
the Bible, read that r-tard.
people in there had problems way worse then mine.
and i whine, complain.
if i were God i would smite myself,
for being such a wimp.

man up.
if you are a Christian do it dammit.
live it pansy.
man up.

struggle through it.
grit your teeth till they pop out.

.batjuice.

-Lnk-