i have no idea

i'm so confused.
it fell through and now you use absolutes.
i'm afraid to try anything else in fear of it falling through
and this happening again.

i got you some food
just to try to ease it
but that didn't work.
i want to walk off alone
and let you find someone who understands you find you.
cause obviously i am way off track.

i feel like a child
with his hands in the air
asking what i did wrong.

i'm tired of this happening
things flipping so quickly
this is so trivial.

you don't want what i make you when you get mad.
you call my attempts to make you somewhat smile "insulting"
i've done all i know how to do.
what else is there?

i can't plan on the unexpected
i listen and do what i'm told
and still that is wrong too?

someone please tell me
whats going on
cause i can't wrap my mind around
whats going wrong.
but apparently
i'm not good enough for anyone.

.mornings.

-Lnk-