today won

so its been hard. today got to me and her. we both kind of got on each other nerves. its so ridiculous. there is this pattern that we go through. this time its progressing slower than usual but it is still making its waves.

all will resolve sooner than what is planned. i'm so bad at keeping quiet. i speak to soon. but i can't help it honestly.

today felt like a day at camp. or actually, it smelled like it. i don't know how much more to describe it than that. it smelled like i was at camp.

MONSTER JAM this Saturday SUKKA. going with a bunch of compadres. i can't wait. definitely going to wear my camo Arkansas razor back hat. got to fit in

i've been chasing freaking anything. i hate it. i can see myself from a distance. i'm just in a funk.

if only i could do what i say i'm doing. i'd be much better off.

if i could see Your eyes in my actions.

.to many what if's.

-Lnk-