dreams

i dreamed of her last night.
i took her to work to hang out with the kids.
it was nice,
she was beautiful
and she smiled.

i just realized now that it was her in my dream.
change is hard,
but like a good friend told me,
"you need to find joy in your suffering.
i hate when people let hard times pass without learning something."
she's right.
complaining isn't going to do anything,
i need to trust and lean on God,
and leave it all to Him.
my job situation,
my family
my friends.
everything.

sigh....but it still hurts

.taken.

-Lnk-