bigger than the entire world

today was peaches.
up until i got home from school.
now i'm pissed and looking to start some trouble.
or get into some.

had a great night last night.
hit up chipotle and had a nice convo.
hung out with a friend who has seen as much change as i have.
hell, we've been through the change together.

just talked about how things have progressed.
taught her how to attempt to make o-rings with smoke.
it was fun teaching her something.
she's older and i feel like i'm always looking up to her.
not psychically,
cause i am taller.
but "life-wise", if that makes sense.

i just want to get this done with.
school, studying, having little to no money.
i bought my tickets to new york.
so eventually there will a break in this monotany.

but then i'll have to worry if she'll still love me.
i know she'll look good,
but what about me?
it'll span 6 days
then i'm back in the scheisse (German word, look it up)

so yeah.
my mind is running a thousand miles a minute
and i'd like it to stop for me tonight.
so i can sleep.
so i don't have to worry if this dude is ever going to buy my amp?
he said he would,
so i'll take him at his word.

i'm typing way too fast
and that's when i know i'm not doing so well.

.Arschgesicht.

-Lnk-