speaking in poems

i find that i do this alot.
speaking in flowery words to kind of hide the actual meaning of them.
i enjoy making the english language sound prettier than it actually is
but if i do it too much the words lose their intended meaning.

i saw what i looked like today and really just focused on it.
am i where i want to be?
am i content with where i'm at?
its hard taking a good look at yourself and evaluating your life.
its actually quite scary

i can't think of certain things cause i'm too affected by the thoughts.
i can easily justify whatever i'm thinking about and say "It 's okay"
but i know its not.

its bad when you can so easily justify your actions.
i need to be honest with myself.
which leads me back to looking at where i'm at.

continuous circle

.cycle endless cycle.

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