wipe-out

this is mad late
but the day was too crazy to not put down in words.
took my boi rios to ftl airport this morning.
i woke up at 7:15
that time doesn't usually exist in my life
especially not on weekdays.
but for friends i make exceptions.

so i dropped him off and drove to markham
to meet my pops and uncle.
they were taking out my uncle's wave runner
and i can't pass up the opportunity to tear it up on the water.
so after waiting for awhile for the storms to pass
we put in the water and took off.
after we all had taken the wave runner by ourselves
my uncle wanted to pull me on the tube.
i got in the water and held on.

i'm always kind of nervous when i go on a tube
but they are so much friggin' fun.
love it.
hahaha love
i've been tubing on a lot of lakes,
being towed by various people
so i guess it's also kind of nostalgic too.

so.......
my uncle isn't too skilled at towing people.
i ended up crashing into reeds/sawgrass one time.
i wasn't hurt just a little frazzled.
he was concerned but i told him it was cool
and i wanted to go again.

he drove a little more
then it happened.
he didn't cut it short enough
and i ended up crashing on the shore
smashing my left foot into rocks.

as i saw the rocks and shore running up to meet me
i thought i was done.
not that i was going to die,
but i was going to break something and not be able to play tomorrow
and just be out of commission.
but thank God that wasn't the case.

my foot hurts so bad.
i can't walk on it.
it isn't broken but mad mad sore.
its cut up nice.
but yeah that was the beginning of my day.

i came home after getting poured on
and trying to not make a big deal out of it.
i didn't want my uncle to feel worse than he did
and i wanted him and my dad to have fun.

i crashed in my bed.
i woke up to a phone call
and a delivery.
its hard to smile when you aren't entirely coherent
but i was overwhelmed.
thank you :)

my boi had his bachelor party tonight
and i got to kick it with him
and some kids i haven't seen in awhile.
i really enjoy catching up with people
and laughing.
and there was plenty of that tonight.

i will sleep heavy tonight
and hopefully some of this pain will be gone.
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i spoke to God this morning in return from the airport.
i'm so amazed.
i'm glad i'm weak
that we are weak.
so we are forced to look outside ourselves for help.
to find God.
how the law was written so we can see how far we fall
but how Christ was sent to be the saving grace.

its all so beautiful and cyclical
and how it has been falling into place recently.
i've smiled at least 50 times everyday,
and the great thing is
that everyday hasn't been great.
its been life.

ups and downs
misunderstandings
long conversations
awkward situations
and everything in between.

and tomorrow i get to jam with some sick musicians.
once again,
i don't know why i'm with them
cause i ain't that hot.
but i'm not complaining.

just make your decisions carefully.

.playradioplayagain!!!!.

-Lnk-