been gone for awhile

so yeah, i've been busy.
i told that i'm not too busy,
seems that right as those words left my tongue
my time was consumed.
been going to eikon for the past 2 weeks
and really dig it.
the messages have been good
and the music is killer.
the fellowship after at the grille
is awesome as well.

i've made a lot of new friends
and taking brave steps.
in 2 days it will be 2 weeks!
never thought i'd make it this far
and it's only by God's good graces.

been hanging out with a lady quite a bit.
today went with her as she bought a mac laptop.
the apple store is my ideal work place.
i don't know if i'm ready to date again
but this girl is amazing.
i'm not spewing infatuations
i'm telling facts.
she is Godly and knows the Word,
she is funny,
she is outgoing and gets along with anyone,
my sis digs her,
she is convicted,
she is mature,
she knows what she wants.

its extremely refreshing to converse
with someone so focused.
honestly, we've only known each other for about 2 weeks
but our conversations never dribble.
we talk about God and our human condition tons
and she is a smart one.

i didn't go searching for a girl.
i didn't throw my heart out on a line,
i still have it and i'm hoarding it like a prize.

there are no words to explain this,
seriously i can't find any.

but.......
i'm going to her sister's graduation party manana
she finished med school and her rents
are having a huge celebration.
straight up belly dancer,
dj, live band.
her family is egyptian.

i don't know how i got here
and i'm just now understanding the weight of God's sovereignty.
i've made so many friends in the past 2 weeks
and seen God provide in blunt ways.
i have no words to describe what has been going on
and i think its better left at that.

. .

-Lnk-