too much pressure

i press to hard on the wound and the blood won't stop flooding this room.
its up to my knees and has stained my sheets and i can't get the smell off my hands.
i held to close and now its running out of me, it wants to stay but i pushed it to leave.
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i love it being cold cause i love putting on jackets to stay warm.
they make me feel like i'm being constantly hugged,
they keep me warm and keep me held
and i loved being hugged

.blood&warmth.

-Lnk-